pompolia

Cuddles
2003-03-10 17:16:50 (UTC)

no motivation

He he. I write stuff. I'm not sure what. I'm staying
home sick today. This upset mom. I"m concerned about
Kayla. She needs somebody to take care of her. Somebody
who's kind and reasurring, and not in the least
judgemental. id, not her parents. They are way too
judgemental. I dont' think they mean to, or realize how
harmful it is. It's also harmful, I think, to forbid her
to talk to phillip. ok. I feel like I should be doing
something. But what? Homework? yes. crocheting? nah.
laundry? yes. checking my eyes to see what's wrong with
them? yes. talking to Kari? ppossibly. And you know
what? I don't want to do the things I need to do. Icky.
i thought I woudl be motivated now. This sucks. I'm not
mitiavated at all to do any of this stuff I need to do. I
don't wanna! I hate this. Where and how do I find
motiavation? It just isn't there. I just don't care.
I'm quitting this now.




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