Diary of Stuff (Volume I)
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2003-03-10 08:59:45 (UTC)

Montage, for you and me....

I have got, a MILLLLLLLLION things to do, but I won't do
any of it, only because of my LACK OF RESOLVE to DECIDE on
what to do NEXT...which I fricking hate. Hate, hate,
hate, hate, hate..... Like a Grandmaster chess player, I
have to decide what my goal is for the near-term, and while
I'm at it long-term, future is going to be, and so I can
play the pieces properly, in order to achieve that desired
result......but, I can't DECIDE WHAT GOALS TO KEEP, and
what goals to discard, and what goals to push back.....
Time keeps on ticking, ticking, ticking, into the
futureeeee. Not the past, but the future.

Okay, a sappy song from Celine Dion to calm my frayed

Life fricken sucks, I wish that I could kill it....rrrrrr!

Sweet Surrender, yes, that sounds nice.....give into Love,
and ENJOY IT....

No, wait, experience the desperate wanting of another's
heart, and soul, and crawl on your hands and knees, and
make many promises for your one and only Number One Crush...
You will believe in me, and I can never be ignored...

I had to fall, to lose it all,
But in the end, it doesn't even matter... please, tell me,
why are those words sticking, like a tattoo, on my
forehead!?!? The world, may never know....

If her name is Wisdom, and she happens to brush by me with
her feathered wing, hold me tight, for I will swoon (lol)