Tear_Drop

Puddle of Tears
2003-03-10 08:03:13 (UTC)

public holiday.. ya WOTEVA

i'm the public, i didn't get a dayum holiday, hell i don't
even own my weekends ne more..
hahah soudns like i really care duzn't it.. well i do, but
i don't..
its not like i have this uber fantastic social life atm,
so i guess owkring all the time actually gives me
something to do...
She rang me this aftern00n, thought she was just being all
nice n stuff n calling, turns out she was just after
finding somehtign she left here.. i realise that she will
never really call unless asked or its warrented sumhow..
oh welll
Me n adam have been getting really close lately, its
awesome... he's so fantastic, and we just ahve an awesome
relationship going on.. i feel really comfy in his
presence n stuff... i hope it never ever turns out like
scott n i, coz thats what did happen to my last male best
friend type thing.. :|
Markles is apparently coming to melb this week, should be
interesting, we are catching up i think, but most likely
plans will fall thru, like wenever i get my hopes up on
somehting, it falls thru, so i'm channelling my thoughts
into .. if it happens it happens, if it duzn't it duzn't!
I really like Ryan, but i think i am just so fucking
scared of what will/might happen, like
what if it turns out like all the rest.. what then...
I'm just really scared, and thats fucked, coz i'm gunna
miss out on things.. i feel the walls creeping in, and
soon i won't be able to let ne one in, i need a cure, i
dooooooo

neways i ahve to go get ready, i'm going out wiht my bro
and his mate, interesting.. considering we never get
along, but i have always wanted to be his rfeind.. hahah
we'll see how it goes!!! might come back wiht a broken arm
or soemhtign coz we brawled in the middle of the road..
hahah hingh;y unlikesly, but then again, nehtign is
possible.. always remeber that.. anything.

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