EmptymeOut

bundles of inadequate thoughts.
2003-03-10 02:26:05 (UTC)

step away


those words, the words i never thought id hear
i look at him with sorrow,
my eyes ask him if he really means it
his eyes tell me he does. he cares,
nothing matters now
what i had, my only love, the only
one person that kept me going is now gone
now i have to wait
tonight, my night
tonight, the night
everything will be all right after tonight
i have nothing to offer
he grabs me saying i dont even know
he takes what i do have
not money
the part of me i never thought id give for this
its over
i get up to leave
i feel him slide it into my hand
the feeling i havn't felt all day
very strong
everything's all right as i step out the door
and walk away.....

i need to stop obsessing. this was daited from so long ago.
i dont remember who wrote it, but i know i have it because
its almost a duplicate of a day in the life of me a little
over a year ago. i remember that. i found love, and i
found peace, and now its beginning to not mean anything to
me. im starting to think that what i have isn't enough
again, though in reality i know it is, and i know the other
path i would take is what isn't enough, it's just what i
think and how i think, and how..i obsess over the past i
hate so much.




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