Krazy J

Man, Myth or Monster?
2003-03-09 06:22:59 (UTC)

Questioning.

In the mind of the demented I realized tonight at 12:14 AM
that i am demented, I am Twisted, I am a sick fuck. I wrote
down my thoughts. I look up to and Respect Serial Killers.
Dahmer, Gein, Bundy, I love the sight of vlood. I question
my own sanity, am i murderous? am i sane? am i smart? am i
demented? I don't know, at night..I dream about murder I
think about it. I think of revenge, I think of hatred. I
listen to Charles Mansions recording in Jail. The Lyrics i
write are about murder, anger, suicide. I think i am split
in emotions. I want to love, but I can't trust. I want to
hate but hatred is bigotry. Those of my friends who read
this, don't take pity on me, just let me get through this.
I want to live for destruction, I want to be evil. But the
inner Voicee i hear tells me to stop. I can be capable of
so many things. I live straight Forward and i'm friendly. I
meet new people and i start to like them. I hate it when
people leave, because I don't want to be alone. I question
people's minds, I wonder if i turned my back if they would
kill me. I feel as if i have another side of me. One who's
sweet, kind, and very open but scared. The other murderous
intentions, dark, evil, and questioning. Am i going insane?
Is this normal? Or am i doomed to live in fear of what i'm
capable of?

~The Demented JuggaloFreek




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