life in lifeless
2003-03-09 05:46:59 (UTC)

1st entry yaaaaaaay

the rundown- fucking woke up today. sat on the computer
promoting my company for like 4 hours. sitting here
listening to notwist right now.

thoughts- my roomates father is dying and im not exactly
sure what to tell him. i just had a best friend die and im
not sure i will be too much of a help which is shitty.

i realized im in love with someone i fucking cannot stand
and he cannot stand me and i have no idea what to do about
it at all.