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LETTERS TO A STRANGER
2003-03-09 02:09:13 (UTC)

TAKING A MUCH NEEDED BREAK

OK SO I HAVENT GOTTEN MUCH ACCOMPLISHED TODAY TRUE BUT I
DID START TO WORK ON MY PRESENTATION WHEN I WAS RUDELY
INTERRUPTED COUNTLESS TIMES BY LOUD SCREAMING AND OTHER
TODDLER LIKE BEHAVIOR THEN I STOPPED TO THINK MYSELF...IS
CLEMSON THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE...SURE IS STARTING
TO SEEM THAT WAY...MY MAIN REASON FOR COMIMG HERE WAS
BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO GO TO USC GUESS I SHOULDVE LOOKED
INTO IT MORE I DIDNT QUITE KNOW NOT ONLY WERE THERE GONNA
BE SO MANY WHITE PEOPLE BUT THEY ARE PERHAPS THE MOST
IMMATURE WHITE PEOPLE IN THE STATE....HMMM WONDER WHY WE
RATE SO HIGH IN PARTIES AND DRUG USE STUPID JUST FREAKING
STUPID

THEN I STARTED THINKING...IS THERE THAT MUCH OF A
DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WHITE AND BLACK PEOPLE....HEYELL YES...

GOTTA BE IF I WENT TO A PREDOMINATELY BLACK
UNIVERSITY...THE MOST I'D HAVE TO DEAL WITH IS
ATTITUDE...NOT SO MUCH STUPIDITY THE MAJORITY OF BLACK
PEOPLE GO TO SCHOOL FOR AN ACTUAL EDUCATION...NOT FOR A
HUSBAND..TO FIND THEMSELVES..TO GROW UP...TO GET FREEDOM
FROM PARENTS...MOST OF THEM ALREADY KNOW AND HAVE THAT STUFF

RIGHT NOW I HATE WHERE I AM...I JUST HAVE NEVER FELT THIS
BAD ABOUT ANYTHING I WANT TO GO HOME SO BAD...SO IF I HAD
TO ANSWER THE QUESTION WHATS YOUR BIGGEST MISTAKE IN
LIFE....I WOULD HAVE TO SAY...COMING TO CLEMSON




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