Jams

Lesbian....Yes!
2003-03-08 22:10:52 (UTC)

Not myself last night

So I noticed that I wasn't quite me all yesterday. I think
after all the stress of my rent problem, my nerves were
shot. Anyways, I got all that taken care of and I am now
up to date and stress free. Now if I can get through this
car down payment, I will be okay. Then I can fly high in
April with no worries and no problems. Since I have no
loans coming through, I have to rely on my wamu income and
county income for support. Not that I am complaining cause
it's great. I want to move out as soon as possible, but my
mom just told me she may not be able to get out here until
later in April instead of right away.

So at work, I was totally distant to everyone. I am
kicking myself about my last night over Chris Wilson's
house and how easily I could have not been a virgin
anymore. But how torn would you be if a married woman
propositioned you? Whatever the case, last night after
things kind of calmed down, we got back to our normal
playful selves.

Me Singing: "I've been expecting you"

Her: So have I (laugh, laugh)

Me: Oh hell no. I all but delivered and you still didn't
do anything!

Her: Nooo, ask Vic if I all but invited you to my bed and
you never even moved.

Me: Oh but when it was just me and you, I layed on you and
we were 2 inches from one another and still nothing.

Her: Oh that is such bull! You are all talk! Whatever!

Me: I see how you are. Bad when hubby is away and good
when he's here.

Her: Oh whatever, I'm always good. (laugh)

ME: Right. Get back to work. Straight girls. (smile)

So yeah, it's always a flirt/talk fest between us at work.
And she even thought I was going to her house last night
and when I told her I wasn't, she was all bitter. DUDE!!!
You husband is going to be there and you still want me to
go over!!! What an ass!!! She asked me to call her after I
get done with 6 degrees and I told her that I would just
call her this weekend to hang out. What do I look like?

6 degrees:
I wasn't that much into it last night as I danced to only
a few songs and stood around for the rest of the night. I
saw a few peeps I hadn't seen in months. I talked to Wendy
who reminded me that being a virgin is my fault. She was
saying that she would do it for me but she didn't want to
hurt me. Whatever!!! Get the fuck out of my face with that
bullshit!!! Dumb bitch!! Chris had a good time last night
and she was so drunk. She got to make out with Marissa who
is such a cutie. Guess we will see what happens with those
two. Hopefully something good will come out of it. Chris
needs a little happiness right now.

Well, I am off to get ready for our starting festivities
for Cathy's birthday. She seems so out of touch lately
that I hope we can make it worthwhile for her. I know it
must be a bit rough not having all your own stuff and
going through so many transitions with life. Guess we will
see what happens with her too. Laters.




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