Ashli

Ashli
2003-03-08 05:37:12 (UTC)

dorm life

Well im having fun already. im visiting my friend nicole
this weekend at her college. Things are going great except
for the drama with my friend ashley. I honestly dont know
what is going on. Alex just called me and told me she was
freakin out because i dont call her and he was backing me
up. it bugs me because i do call her and when i do, she is
just rude to me. i try not to take it personal seeing that
she is my so called best friend. and she is pregnant. I
really dont know what is going on with her. but im not
going to let it ruin my weekend. with all that bad things
that have been going on lately, i just really need to have
fun. and thats what i plan to do. Im not going to let
something that makes no sense at all bring me down this
weekend. Anyway, we should be moving out of my house when
i get back on sunday. i dont know if im to excited about
this because i know that when we do move that means my dad
is leaving. not leaving my life, just my home. but its
still hard. so many people have let me down this past
month. the people you would least expect such as my ex
boyfriend. someone i love so much. my cousin, who was my
best friend but decided to act like she is to good for me
because she is in college. Im sorry, but screw the age
difference. i dont care what jason, tanya or tiff b. say
about it. im 17, jason just turned 19 and tanya just
turned 19. who gives a crap that we are a little over a
year apart. it doesnt matter how old a person is. if you
love and care for them, there is no excuse to cut them
from your life. i could understand people dropping friends
because they did something bad. that most people wouldnt
forgive. but what the heck did i do to deserve any of
this. all i know is that i have faith that things will get
better and i know everyone will most likely let me down.
except God of course. i do know that things will get
better and i know i have great friends right now that will
never hurt me the way some people did. all i can do is
make the best out of things and thats what i plan to do.
well i have to go , i have a long weekend.
ashli




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