TYLER

THE LIFE OF A DYME
2003-03-08 04:39:55 (UTC)

SO EMOTIONAL

HEY YALL (IF ANYBODY READIN THIS SHIT),
UM...IM ALL FUCKED UP TODAY. I HAVENT ATE OR SLEPT IN A
FEW DAYS. IM GOING THROUGH SOME SHIT 4REAL THO. I KINDA
DONT EVEN WANNA PUT IT OUT HERE B/C IM FEELIN EMBARRASSED.
I GOT SOME EMOTIONAL STRESS RIGHT NOW AND TO BE PERFECTLY
HONEST I CANT HANDLE IT. IM CONFUSED AND DONT KNOW WHAT 2
DO. DAYUM, DIS SHIT IS HARDER THAN SCHOOL. ITS ALL I THINK
ABOUT. MAYBE YALL NEVER FELT LIKE U HOLDIN ON TO SOMETHIN
BUT U JUST CANT KEEP YOUR GRIP. LIKE ITS TRYIN SO HARD TO
SLIP AWAY. AND DATS Y IM SO MATERIALISTIC. I VALUE MATERIAL
THINGS SOMETIMES MORE THAN A PERSON B/C PPL BRING SO MUCH
PAIN. AND THEY CANT BE REPLACED. IN A MATTER OF DAYS, I
FEEL LIKE IM ANOTHER PERSON. LIKE I DONT KNOW TYLER
ANYMORE. BUT I GUESS THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U FALL IN
LOVE AND THEN IT ENDS UP IN HEARTACHE. I GOT THAT FEELING
WHERE I DONT WANNA SEE HIM WIT ANYBODY ELSE, DONT HEAR
ABOUT ANYONE ELSE N ALL THAT SHIT. IM NOT A JEALOUS TYPE
BUT I JUST FEEL LIKE "I GOTTA BE." HE SHOULD BE WIT ME. :'(
IM BOUT TO BURST OUT IN TEARS SO PERHAPS I SHOULD COME BACK
AT A LATER TIME. DAYUM...DAYUM...DAYUM
TYLER




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