someone_maybe

of little importance
2003-03-07 19:14:10 (UTC)

finally something of my own

i am my own again. now i can finally write something
completely of my own. relief? i haven't decided yet.

I CANNOT STAY AWAKE
awake, awake, my little one
and face another day
today i go out on my own
please tell me i'll be okay
give me the reassurance
i found in you before
somewhere along the way you left
though i can't remember who slammed the door
keep myself enclosed inside
do not fall back asleep
get up, get dressed, get out of here
leave a message at the beep
try to find another way out
tap on all the walls
just don't crawl back into your bed
blankets will not heal at all


MY WALLS
i'm being loved
but through a wall
a wall you say
i built myself
i put it up
but you caused the damn thing
what's worst of all
is that i can't care
i'm not strong enough
to tear it down


and i wanted to be
all you need


i found myself crying today. i couldn't remember if it was
because i was happy or sad.


when it doesn't feel like i'm there
look at your shadow
that's me.
if it's cloudy and you can't see your shadow
walk into the light
that's me too.
when it's dark
look at the stars
those are my eyes.


i can't wait until you get here tomorrow. today was a bad
day. you're my release. i need you to make me smile.
because you love me unconditionally, as a friend. i don't
want that to change, i need that. i can't wait until you
get here tomorrow.


i'm interested. hmm...

-s_m




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