kloolisspryncess

*UnDeCiDeD fEeLiNgZ*
2003-03-07 03:29:58 (UTC)

*Unwanted Pregnancy*

03.06.03 10:24 PM

nooo... im not pregnant. i was thinking about it lately
tho, and i was watching 'True Life: I have a baby mama
drama" or something like that. and it really proved to me
that i REALLY don't want to raises a baby alone and get
pregnant when the dad's not going to be around. its
something i know i won't be able to deal with.

but n e wayz, onto normal life.. LoL
i got a reply to my entrees... telling me to be more
agressive and tell John "how i feel". i dunt know him to
well, and i dunt exactly know how i feel. all i know is
that I feel bad for liking him when i know that he likes
her and she is starting to like him.. bad part is, she has
a boyfriend to begin w. which makes this suck for me even
mroe. b/c all the guys i like, like her, yet she styll is
happily w. her boyfriend. and no, im not mad/jealous.
jealousy is something i absolutely dispise. i used to be
jealous of her, b/c this is always happening. but its not
her fault... and i didn't like being jealous at all. but i
dunt know what to do anymore. it feels like the more people
i tell about my crushes, the more chance i have to have my
crush like one of the people that knows... specifically one
of my best friends.

i dunt know. im so confused.. im even confused MAJROLY
about JR. i dunt know how i feel about him, i dunt know if
i like him, or just the attention he gives me.. cuz he's an
awesome boyfriend. i just dont know if he's what i want
right now.. *sigh*
well, 'Who's Line' is almost on.. so i'll be leaving..
buh-byez~ ttyl luvyahz~
~*~*{{TaY}}*~*~




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