Raquel0203

MY WONDERFUL LIFE!!!!!
2003-03-06 17:44:53 (UTC)

Stressful days

The past couple of days have been really stressful. My bf
needs to get a new car and i really don't know if he had
found one. It is really bugging me b/c things are really
hard for him. So today I have to stay here at school until
2:30. But i really don't know if it will happen because I
am suppose to call him when I get out of school. I really
think that things are going to be really tough on him. I
know that he has gotten bad luck lately. I just hope that
he gets out of this slump. I am suppose to work today
afterschool, but I am just going to call in and say that I
can't because I have way too much homework to do. Because
I really do. I need the time to do it. I am so stressed
because I didn't go to school yesterday. I was feeling
really crappy because of all the crap that is going on. I
just think that Everything will be better once I get out of
school and I am in college. I just hope that is the case.
If it isn't i don't know what I am going to do. I had a
rough night with my mother monday night. Dinner didn't go
as well as I thought that it would. I was just hoping that
my mom would support me a lot more then she does. I don't
understand why she doesn't support me at all. I think that
it is because I am only 18 and that I am going to be living
on my own for the first time. I am just so excited to do
this. That I have to start doing somthings to get ready
for it. If I don't I might not last out there in Batavia.
I am just really sick and tired of all the negativity that
I am getting from my parents and everyone I know. It just
pisses me off that I can't get anything right in my parents
eyes. I really don't know why they think I can't do things
for myself. I am able to do things. I just don't know why
I am getting treated this way. I know how to manage my
money and I know how to do things on my own. I just wish
that I could get more support on this. I really don't know
what else to say So I am just going to write more another
day. PEACE OUT!!!!!




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