Jess

The Life Of A Jesster...
2003-03-05 19:29:17 (UTC)

blah...........I need a life....

I had a very nice and very long discussion with Katie
today. I really like Katie. She moved here from
Massachusetts last semester. She had no friends, obviously,
and kind of kept to herself. That is of course until she
met me. I didn’t really give her a chance when it came to
her being my friend. I was like, look, here I am, I want to
be your friend and I know you probably think Im psycho but
you are going to be my friend whether you like it or not
because everyone needs a friend Even if you ignore me I
will still go out of my way to say hi and talk to you. You
can think I am crazy if you want. We hit it off really good
after that. She told me like three weeks into our
friendship her first impression of me. I admit it kind of
hurt. LOL. Considering a first impression is a judgment.
She said that I look like a stuck up , two headed, slutty
bitch. THANX KATIE. Of course she found out that I am not
those things at all. I am a super nice person, sometimes
too nice. Katie told me today that she likes the fact that
I am very blunt and down to earth. This is what has made it
so easy for her to be my friend. We talked about anything
and everything today. Sex, drugs, parties, boyfriends,
families, and anything you can think of. It was fun. Katie
is an awesome person. We think a lot alike and we like
doing the same things for fun. Woo Hoo!

Anywho…….

Christen is getting back with BO. That is of course if he
will hurry up and break things off with Leslie. I am happy
for Christen. Actually. I don’t know if I am completely
happy for her. I am afraid she might get hurt again. Lets
hope for the best though. At least this time BO is the one
coming back to her instead of her begging him to take her
back. I am actually supposed to meet BO this weekend. I am
supposed to go to the mudd bog Saturday so I can meet him,
Dustin (Nicholes long term love) and Adam who they want to
attempt to hook me up with. Im sorry to tell them it aint
gonna happen. Christen wants me to meet BO because she
wants to know if I approve of him. I already know he is a
super nice guy. He sure is a hick! I have talked to him on
the phone like 5 times after they broke up 7 months ago. I
kind of got pulled in between their second attempt to hook
back up. It was kind of weird when you don’t even know the
guy. Ya know? Im hoping things work out for them this
time.

My brother called home last night. He got to Montgomery
Monday for MEPS. Well, he wasn’t on the list to be there.
All of the sergeants knew that he was supposed to though.
He pretty much got lost in the system. He had to stay in
the hotel Monday night and then yesterday they just kind of
let him hang out and they fed him. Then at 1:20 they
dropped him at the bus station with a ticket. He sat from
1:20 until 6 waiting on his bus. He called home several
times to talk to mom. He played every video game in the
station and wrote a few letters to send back to friends and
us. He got into Columbus Georgia last night at about 8:00
and he called home again. We talked for a few minutes. The
person that was supposed to be picking him up from the
station there wasn’t there to pick him up. We aren’t really
sure how long he had to wait, or if the person even showed
up for that matter. I know David is getting worried. He
doesn’t know what to think of all of it. It turns out that
he will be gone longer than we think. His recruiter told
mom that he will be gone for 5 months. Or right at 5
months. David was told about 4 months. That whole month
makes a big difference when you are home sick. I don’t
think it is fair for them to not tell him. Oh well. I guess
they will do what they want.

When in this class I can look straight through the trees
right across the road and see my old house. Its kind of
weird. Sometimes I wish we still lived right there. I could
sleep longer and jump up and be right by the school. Of
course I would skip a lot more. HE HE. Oh well. Good
friends of ours bought the house from us. Amber, the girl I
mentioned in one or two other entries lives there now. Her
parents and her adorable little brother. The trees are all
really pretty. The leaves are orange and yellow. When you
drive down our really long road now out in Butt Effin Egypt
all you can see are the Red Bud Trees budding. Its all
pink.

When I went to work yesterday I got to work in the baby
room again. Poor little Logan, my favorite baby boy was so
pitiful. Margaret, the girl t hat works in there during the
day had crushed his tiny hand in the glider rocker. It was
slightly swollen and had three long red marks on it and was
bruised around them. He was crawling around on the floor
and he would like grab a toy with that hand and would cry
and then he would crawl to me and want me to pick him up
and then he would grab my finger or something and would
start crying but then he would lay his head on my chest or
I would hug him and he would just smile. He has the cutest
smile that totally turns your heart to mush. He also has
the prettiest eyes ever! It just makes you want to take all
the bad in the world and kick its ass. I wish I could take
him home with me. LOL. I hope my kids will be that cute,
when I have kids, if I have kids.

There are like 20 minutes left in this class. I don’t think
this class could possibly get any more boring. The teacher
comes in everyday, and if even two people are absent, she
acts like their aren’t enough of us to do work. Not that I
like work. Im not a nerd that begs for assignments. But,
once you sit in a class day after day with absolutely
nothing to do. You start wishing she would give you
something. The only things she ever gives us to do when she
does give us assignments are surveys about our
personalities and on what we like to do so we can figure
out what we should be when we grow up. Anywho.

I will write later.

Toodles




Ad: