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The First
2003-03-05 08:36:14 (UTC)

Nothings and Whatevers

March 4, 2003....11:01 PM

Dear Journal,
Well, another fun-filled day is through in the life
that is mine. Last night I talked with Jasmin really late
again and boy, did it feel great. I really don't know why I
was so stupid before, it's really good that we're talking
again. I was hoping that she would be online tonight but,
alas, she wasn't. Sad face. Oh well there's tomorrow night
when I get off of work.

So anyways, I'll talk about my day later, something
happened late last night with Ricardo. When I was chatting
with Jasmin last night, he came on around 11:30 or 12:00
and was just talking outta his butt again. he told me to
call him so I did but on Tiffany's phone. It was easily
1:45 AM by then and I asked him why he wanted me to call
him and he said that his friend Ryan wanted to talk with
Tiffany and so I gave her the phone and like five minutes
later she handed me back the phone. Ryuan kept telling
Tiffany to hold on a lot and she got tired of it. So Ryan,
put Ricardo back on the line and he was just laughing and
the phone was breaking up (being a cell phone and all) so
finally I got frustrated and asked, what did he want. He
was caught off surprise that I said it in such a rude manner
and I reminded him that it wasn't my phone and that it's
really, really late. He kept on laughing and I was getting
pissed off. So I kinda exclaimed but not really, if he was
gonna talk with me or would have to hang up the damn phone.
He was asking me what my prblem was and I told him that if
he was gonna waste my time then he should just hang up. He
told me that he wanted someone to talk on the phone with
him and I told him that I didn't have time so why doesn't
he go call Lesley.... then he was quiet and I said that I
had to go but he wouldn't let me. I told him like four more
times thatI have to go but he wouldn't listen so I just
hung up. I was seriously pissed off at him. I really don't
know why but it's probably because the only time that we've
talked in the past three weeks, was this phone call and it
was full of nothings and whatevers. I don't know, it's like
the friendship is really going nowhere especially after
Lesbian's interference.

Anyway, today was pretty nice. I felt sorry for Rosetta
though, she asked me if she was just a mat that Ryan and
Paul walked on. I really didn't know how to answer so I
joked around a yes. I knew she heard me but I think that
sentence was suppose to be a inside head sentence not a
blurty one. I do hope she feels better. Um, after Art
History, Ryan, Rosetta, and Paul dropped me off at Sarah's
house. I played Kingdom Hearts for an hour or two because
Sarah was talking to Lindsay on-line begging her to come
over (why? she doesn't even have our math class) Oh yeah,
in English earlier I told Fatima (this hot girl in my math
and English classes) that if she needed help to study just
come by. So luckily thanks to our unqualified math "tutors"
she came over. By that time Sarah and Lindsay had switched
to regular phones. Sean still wasn't there so I called him
and he said he wouldn't be able to come. Sad face. So
finally, Sarah hung up with Lindsay and we were kinda
hungry so we went to Subway by Sarah's house. We ate and
watched some TV then we go to study because Fatima has to
go home 3:30 and it was like 3:09 so we had to cover
whatever we could and as fast as we could. Either way, I'm
not gonna do so hot. Sad face.

Then after Sarah dropped me off I called Edward for us
to come eat. He told me to wait outside where it was
sprinkling already, by the time he got there, it was
starting to rain hard, but I missed the bad part luckily,
we ate at Denny's and talked. It was nice getting a break,
though, from all the people I see or think about to be with
someone old and new at the same time. Since college
started, Edward grew up a little and he took the little
book I made him seriously. So after dinner, we go back to
my house and hang out in my room until like 9:45. He asked
me if I was gay, though, it threw me off guard but I told
him no because I'm not lying I'm not gay but I don't want
to tell him because he's a gossip person. But at the same
time, I wanted to tell him, I don't know it's complicated,
but so am I.

Well, that's it for now I guess, Goodnight.

*~Arthur~*

ScReWy SkUnK sAyS, "TRY AND CATCH ME, BITCH!!!!"




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