tha jester

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2003-03-05 05:06:05 (UTC)

dani

i dont know what to do with her any more its hard to
handle her when she doesnt communicate i love her to death
and i would die for her to make her happy right now
she wants to leave but that would fuck so much up she
has the chance to go to college make even more of
herself shes brilliant ! she has the knowledge to do
anything she wants to thing it shes motivated me to go
back to school i have even started thinking about
college because of her motivation i just dont want her to
throw it all away it would not only devistate me but
her as well and i just dont think she knows how
bad this could mess her life up i just want her to be
happy i want to be happy maybe i was being to hard on
her i need her and i am pretty sure she needs me
equally as m uch i hope so we talked about her
going ""MIA"" i dont want that to happen again im
afraid if she leaves thats what will happen hold on i
need to change the channel okay anyways i love her to
death she knows it and everone knows it
greg some one who i dislike for various reasons told
her she should go its stupid but she says he knows it
will make her happy im just not sure he knows the full
effect givin th place where they are from they wouldnnt
know maybe some or a little but the way i grew up
in the last 18 yrs of my life and the first 11 taught me
all the shit that i need to know 4 life granted i ave
picked shit up along the way but im just
vocalizing my opinion to her if she wants to leave she
should do it i may dis-agree but im gonna stand by her
side the whole way through no matter whats at stake
or what the costs are im willing to sacrafice it for
her . . . . .




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