Remember to Breathe
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2003-03-05 04:35:59 (UTC)

The First Entry

So I'm starting an online diary either because I'm
insightful (I'd like to think so) or I'm just pathetic
enough to have the time and ambition to relay my life on
the internet. So I'm a freshman in college, a typical
college student. I stay up too late, drink too much,
invent new ways of cooking food, and have crushes on way
too many boys. College is a life of excess.
As for daily happenings, I went to an acoustic concert at
the coffee house on campus. It was a great concert, but I
ended up leaving early. See there's this guy (of course)
and he just doesn't notice my obvious drooling and
obsession tendencies. I couldn't sit there alone knowing
he was sitting 8 feet behind me listening to the same
sappy guitar music as me but not interpreting it in the
same way. (aka substituting him in every verse for the
long lost love) The worst part, is that this happens to
me all the time, usually weekly. My home is where
disappointment meets expectations. I usually end up
watching my crush make out with a drunk, but beautiful,
girl at a party right in front of me. Lovely, isn't it?
But I'm sure, as always, I'll get over him and move on to
the next "victim". I just hope the next guy is as cute as
this one, and plays guitar, oh yeah, and i hope this next guy
actually wants me. That's all for now.

"Well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you're making out
And as for me, I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone
Making out."
-Dashboard Confessional
"Screaming Infidelities" day I'll post some of my own lyrics.

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