All by Myself..

Somethings are better left unsaid...
2003-03-05 02:13:59 (UTC)

My worst fear is that you are a dream...and one day I will wake up..

Counting Crows Lyrics
" Round Here "

Step out the front door like a ghost into the fog
Where no one notices the contrast of white on white.
And in between the moon and you
the angels get a better view
of the crumbling difference between wrong and right.
I walk in the air between the rain
through myself and back again
Where? I don't know...
Maria says she's dying
through the door I hear her crying
Why? I don't know...
[chorus]
Round here we always stand up straight...
Round here something radiates..
Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand
she said she'd like to meet a boy who looks like Elvis
she walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land
just like she's walking on a wire in the circus
she parks her car outside of my house
takes all her clothes off
says she's close to understanding Jesus
she knows she's just a little misunderstood
she has trouble acting normal
Well I have trouble acting normal...
[Chorus:]
Round here we're carving out our names
Round here we all look the same
Round here we talk just like lions
But we sacrifice like lambs
Round here she's slipping through my hands
Sleeping children better run like the wind
out of the lightning dream
Mama's little baby better get herself in
out of the lightning
She says "It's only in my head"
She says "Shhh..I know it's only in my head"
But the girl in car in the parking lot
says "Man you should try to take a shot
can't you see my walls are crumbling?"
Then she looks up at the building
and says she's thinking of jumping
She says she's tired of life
WELL EVERYBODY'S TIRED OF SOMETHING
[chorus]
Round here she's always on my mind
Round here hey man got lots of time
Round here we're never sent to bed early
And nobody makes us wait
Round here we stay up very, very, very, very late
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Yeah...so I felt like SHIT.
Aliceia had a REALLY bad day and at the end of everything she sorta
took it out on me...we didn't talk the rest of the time while we
were at school.
I called her when I got home and she said she was sorry.
I hate it when we fight...even wen she doesn't mean it.
Sometimes...she's the only one I can talk to...the only person that
could understand...and when I fight with her, it's like beating
myself up. Here lately I've felt so out-of-place and alone...I
didn't even realize how anyone else had been feeling...
Why do you have to feel like shit in order for everyone else to be
happy???
I mean..is it REALLY true that you have to give up so others to
gain? or vice-versa?
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Counting Crows - Mr. Jones (Across A Wire Version)

So you wanna be a rock and roll star?
Well listen now to what I say
Just get an electric guitar
And take some time
And learn how to play
Just learn how to play

I was down at the New Amsterdam
Just'a starin' at this yellow haired girl
Mr Jones strikes up a conversation
With a black hair flamenco dancer
You know, she dances while his father plays guitar
She’s suddenly beautiful
And we all want something beautiful
And I wish I was beautiful-la la la la

Aw, cut up Maria
C’mon
Show me some of them Spanish dances
And pass me a bottle Mr Jones
Believe in me
C'mon
Help me believe in anything
Cause I wanna be someone who believes

Mr Jones and me
Tell each other fairy tales
We stare at the beautiful women
"She’s looking at you
Na, na, na, she’s looking at me"
Standing in this bright light
Comin' through in stereo
When everybody loves you
You should never be lonely

I wanna paint myself a picture
I wanna paint myself in blue and red and black and grey
All the beautiful colours are very very meaningful
Yeah, you know grey?
It’s my favourite colour
I just get so confused everyday
But if I knew Picasso
I would buy myself a grey guitar
And play

Mr Jones and me
Look into the future
We stare at all the beautiful women
"She’s looking at you
I don’t think so, she’s looking at me"
Standing in this spot light
Look at me, I got myself this grey guitar
Man when everybody loves me
I hope I never get lonely

Yeah, I wanna be a lion
I know, I know
Everybody wants to pass as cats
We-we all wanna be big big big big big stars
Yeah but then we get second thoughts about that
So believe in me
Man, I don’t believe in anything
And I don’t wanna be someone to believe
You should not believe in me

Mr Jones and me
We just went stumbling through the barrio
We stare at all the beautiful women
"She’s perfect for you
There’s got to be someone for me."
I wanna be Bob Dylan
Mr Jones wishes he was someone just a little more funky
Well man, when everybody loves you
Sometimes that’s just about as fucked up as you can be

Well can’t ya hear me?
Cause I’m screamin'
But I did not go outside yesterday
Oh, don’t wake me cause I was dreamin'
And I might just stay inside again today

Cause Mr Jones and me
We don’t see each other much anymore
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Well everything is better now though.
SO no need to worry.
Things have a way of working out...and I don't know why I stress out
about everything so much.
I guess I just have ALOT of my mother in me...and it all comes from
there..
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Korn
" My Gift To You "

Laying by my precious
Not long ago
Hiding behind the shadows
Of your broken soul
Why is it always you want something you can never have?
Why did you you try to tell me?
How could you be this way

Your throat, I take grasp
Can you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back
Can you feel the pain?
Love racing through my veins
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating
Can't you feel the pain
Black orgasms
Can't you feel the pain
I kiss your lifeless skin
Can't you feel the pain

There you are my precious
With your broken soul
Rubbing my crotch, elated
Taking control
Why is it always
You fuck up something you have always had
Why'd you try to tell me
How could you be so cold?

Your throat, I take grasp
Can you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back
Can you feel the pain?
Love racing through my veins
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating
Can't you feel the pain
Black orgasms
Can't you feel the pain
I kiss your lifeless skin
Can't you feel the pain

Here I am, just a man
Feeling the pain, gives me life
Relieving us is my plan
I'd do anything to see through your eyes
Just to see through your lies

I hate you, Can you feel the pain?

Can't you feel the pain?

I hate you, Can you feel the pain?

Your throat, I take grasp
Can you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back
Can you feel the pain?
Love racing through my veins
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating
Can't you feel the pain
Black orgasms
Can't you feel the pain
I kiss your lifeless skin
Can't you feel the pain
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Kind of a love song if you will veiw that last as such.
Korn..as you can guess...yeah yeah..
sorry...my little obsession.
emo. punk. and metal.
bite me.
I can like what I want :0)
owell.
I'm in a better mood now.
I must pic out an outfit for tomorrow.
We have a chior concerto at MSU tomorrow @ 9:00.
yays.
must go search for the proper attire.
Nice chatting; bright blessings ;)




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