redstarfish2

You

I wrote this forever ago and never put it in here:

You

I try to forget you,
I tell myself to move on,
But somehow I can't,
Your voice is stuck in my head.

When I flirt,
I think of you.
When I laugh,
I think of you.
When I smile,
I think of you.
When I dream,
I dream of you.

One day you love me,
The next day I'm not sure,
When I talk to you,
Any confusion is cleared.

I wish I could tell you just how I feel,
I wish this romance could be more than real,
But I'm afraid of your reaction,
Most of all I fear rejection.

You tell me I'm important to you,
You make me smile and everlasting smile,
Those few moments with you,
Will last a lifetime.

What I'd give for just one kiss,
And to see you smile,
And hear you tell me you love me too,
I wonder if you feel the way I dom
All my life I've wanted someone like you.

Ashley Bott
~2/27/02
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That was about the Matt I thought I knew...but I was
wrong...