megan

listen to my silences
2003-03-04 18:24:56 (UTC)

three doors down in my head

this entry is completely three doors down. though there
are messages to people, you're not going to understand. so
don't bore yourself by reading it.


WHEN I'M GONE
there's another world inside of me that you may never see
there's secrets in this life that i can't hide
somewhere in this darkness there's a life that i can't find
maybe it's too far away, yeah
or maybe i'm just blind
maybe i'm just blind

so hold me when i'm here right me when i'm wrong
hold me when i'm scared and love me when i'm gone
everything i am and everything in me
wants to be the one you wanted me to be
i'll never let you down and even if i could
i'd give up everything if only for your good
so hold me when i'm here right me when i'm wrong
you can hold me when i'm scared, you won't always be there
so love me when i'm gone, love me when i'm gone

when your education x-ray cannot see under my skin
i won't tell you a damn thing that i could not tell my
friends
now roaming through this darkness i'm alive but i'm alone
and part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone

so hold me when i'm here right me when i'm wrong
hold me when i'm scared and love me when i'm gone
everything i am and everything in me
wants to be the one you wanted me to be
i'll never let you down and even if i could
i'd give up everything if only for your good
so hold me when i'm here right me when i'm wrong
you can hold me when i'm scared, you won't always be there
so love me when i'm gone, love me when i'm gone


AWAY FROM THE SUN
it's down to this
i've got to make my life make sense
can anyone tell what i've done
i miss the life
i miss the colors of the world
can anyone tell where i am

cause now again i've found myself so far down
away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
i'm so far down away from the sun again
away from the sun again

i'm over this
i'm tired of living in the dark
can anyone see me down here
the feeling's gone
there's nothing left to lift me up
back into the world i know

and now again i've found myself so far down
away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
i'm so far down away from the sun
that shines to light the way for me to find my way back
into the arms
that care about the ones like me
i'm so far down away from the sun again

it's down to this
i've got to make this life make sense
and now i can't tell what i've done

and now again i've found myself so far down
away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
i'm sor far down away from the sun
that shines to light the way from me to find my way back
into the arms
that care about the ones like me
i'm so far down away from the sun again


THE ROAD I'M ON
she said life's a lot to think about sometimes
when you're living in between the lines
and all of the stars they sparkle and shine every day

he said life's so hard to move in sometimes
when it feels like i'm towing the lines
and no one cares to ask me why i feel this way

i know you feel helpless now and i know you feel alone
that's the same road, the same road that i am on

he said life's a lot to think about sometimes
when you keep it all between the lines
of everything i want and i want to find, one of these days

what you thought was real in life somehow steered you wrong
now you just keep driving trying to find out where you
belong

i know you feel helpless no and i know you feel alone
that's the same road, the same road that i am on


RUNNING OUT OF DAYS
there's too much work and i'm spent
there's too much pressure and i'm bent
i've got no time to move ahead
have you heard one thing that i've said

all these little things in life
they all create this haze
too many things to get done
and i'm running out of days

i can't last here for long
i feel this current it's so strong
it gets me further down the line
it gets me closer to the light

all these little things in life
they all create this haze
too many things to get done
and i'm running out of days

all these little things in life
they all create this haze
and now i'm running out of time
i can't see through this haze
my friend tell me why
it has to be this way

too many things to get done
and i'm running out of days


I FEEL YOU
they gave me a life that's not so easy to live
and then they sent me on my way
i've left my love and forgot my dreams
and lost them all along the way

those are little things you say
when words mean so much
you never back down
when they all shy away
you always listen to me

what do i get to get me through the sleepless nights
and what do i have to hold when no one's there to hold me
tight
and what do i see the only thing that gets me through this
that's what i feel and i feel you

this ain't no bed of nails
but they're not roses just the same
but god this road can be too long
another endless day another seven hundred miles
will take me further from my home

those are little things you say
when words mean so much
you never back down
when they all shy away
you always listen to me

what do i get to get me through the sleepless nights
and what do i have to hold when no one's there to hold me
tight
and what do i see the only thing that gets me through this
is what i feel and i feel you


DANGEROUS GAME
you stand before me now we stare eye to eye
before another second clicks away one of us will die
you reach for your metal as i reach for mine
the sound of bullets flying through the air, is followed by
a cry
and they're crying

what will we do what will we say
when it's the end of this game that we play
will we crumble into the dust my friend
or will we start this game over again

the young man lays alone but fastened to the ground
the sound of fleeing feet and a crying eye will be his last
sound
what did we gain from all of this now was it worth a
life (no)
we've thrown all our hopes away and set our dreams aside
now we're crying

what will do what will we say
when it's the end of this game that we play
will we crumble into the dust my friend
or will we start this game over again


GOING DOWN IN FLAMES
don't tell me what to think, cause i don't care this time
don't tell me what to believe, cause you won't be there
to catch me when i fall
but you'll need me when i'm not here at all
miss me when i'm gone again

i'm going down in flames
i'm falling into this again
i'm going down in flames
i'm falling into this again


and now for my favorite one


CHANGES
i'm not supposed to be scared of anything
but i don't know where i am
i wish that i could move but i'm exhausted
and nobody understands (how i feel)
i'm trying hard to breathe now
but there's no air in my lungs
there's no one here to talk to
and the pain inside is making me numb

try to hold this under control
you can't help me, cause no one knows

now i'm going through changes, changes
god, i feel so frustrated lately
when i get suffocated, save me
now i'm going through changes, changes

feeling weak and weary
walking through this world alone
everything they say every word of it
cuts me to the bone (and i bleed)
i've got something to say
but now i've got nowhere to turn
it feels like i've been buried
underneath all the weight of the world

i try to hold this under control
they can't help me, cause no one knows

now i'm going through changes, changes
god, i feel so frustrated lately
when i get suffocated, save me
now i'm going through chagnes, changes

i'm blind and shaking, bound and breaking
i hope i'll make it through all these changes

now i'm going through changes, changes
god, i feel so frustrated lately
when i get suffocated, save me
now i'm falling apart, now i feel it
but i'm going through changes, changes
god, i feel so frustrated, save me
and i get suffocated, i hate this
but i'm going through changes, changes


final thought: she says i got something to say, she knows
what she says will change everything, she's laid through so
many sleepless nights, she's crying she's crying she's
crying...


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