Raquel0203

MY WONDERFUL LIFE!!!!!
2003-03-04 17:32:05 (UTC)

Rough Day

Last night I went out to dinner with my mother. I told her
that I was moving to Batavia and that Sean was coming with
me. She didn't make any comment about it. I am really
upset about that because I would really like her and my
father's support on this. I was really hoping that I was
going to get the support that I needed from her. But I
didn't get it. That really made me upset. I don't think
that I can take anymore bad news from anyone. It is really
difficult for me right now. Sean isn't getting the Ford
Escort Wagon like the guy said that he would get. That put
me over the top. I don't think that I can handle any more
news like that. I feel like breaking down and crying right
now. But I can't because I am in school and I hate
crying. I just don't know what I am going to do if
anything else happens like this. I just hope that my life
would be so much better when i get away from here. To top
it all off, my father has a 10 o'clock cerfew on me when I
am 18 and my sister is always late to get home and doesn't
get into any trouble about it. Then on weekends we have a
2 o'clock cerfew which isn't fair either because she is 16
and I am 18. I should have the longest cerfew then my
sister. My sister should only have a 1:30am cerfew on
weekends. I don't understand that at all. I am really
sick and tired of this shit. I don't know what I am going
to do anymore. That is why I have to get out of my house.
Things are really rough. I just can't wait until I move to
Batavia. If things get any worse I am just going to
scream and through the the biggest fit that anyone has ever
seen in there life. I really don't think that my dad and
my sister understand on what I am going through right now.
I know that they want to try and help, but it isnt' working
that well. I really don't know if I can take much more of
this stuff that my father is pulling. I just think that he
is trying to prepare me for something much bigger. I
really don't know though. How am I going to get through
all of this. Things are so crappy that I really don't
think that it could get much worse. Who the hell knows. I
am just waiting for something else to go completely wrong
so that I can finally lose my temper and go totally insane
with what is bothering me right now. I really don't know
what else to type. I think that I have completely vented.
I really don't know. When I find out more I will type
more. PEACE OUT!!!




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