Does It Really Matter?

Evil Munkies
2003-03-03 03:03:38 (UTC)

Stuff

OK, I do think boys are scary...very scary. Which is weird
because I've been surrounded by boys for a long time. But
in a relationship? First of all no boy would want to go
with me and secondly...AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH! They are so
weird...and all they ever think of is sex. Nasty minds of
those icky boys! :S Yes well, I supose that one of these
days I might be a bit more interested in them but for now
I'll just keep VERY far away. I don't want to become a
spinster or something so I guess I will have to interact
with them at some point in time. The next part is kinda
embarassing and you can read it but...yea I dunno...

Well, the two times I've been close to a real boy was first
in Calgary with Steven. I know this sounds weird but I know
that he should have been my first kiss or something. I know
I was only 10 or something but still...I don't know. The
second was Mauricio from Peru. I went RED(think tomato)
when he kissed my cheek(DOESN'T COUNT!! It's the standard
greeting there) I had such a crush on him and I don't know
but I felt that he in some way felt the same. A few months
ago I was talking to him and he said that he thought I was
too young(13) to "understand how he felt about me" Maybe I
was, I dunno. But then stupid me started laughing when he
told me how he had just broke up with his g/f (I was way
too hyper!) So he hasn't spoken to me since. Anyways, it
doesn't matter. One of these day I guess. SO scary...




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