munkeysgrowontrees

The Diary of Me
2003-03-02 13:40:37 (UTC)

Wow

Wow, i've just totally read krissie's diary, she's
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo depressed. I can't believe
the only things she wrote about me are she's annoyin when
she's hyper and alyssa doesn't know me. i don't think
anyone knows her. i've "known her" since i was about 6.
wow, i can't believe she can be so depressed, she has great
friends and had lots of bfs. i dont understand, "why is
evrything so confusing?" Wow, i know it wasn;t rite for me
2 read her diary, but she'll only find outif she reads
mine, which she probably will do. Apparently i go to
krissie for advice and stuff??!! Do i? i don't exactly
think she knows me either. Whenever, i talk about stuff
that i feel really really down about no on sems to care, he
doesn't...i mn 4 example, last night wen i was all stresd
out, she just decided she was ill nd went home, and wen she
came to my house wen she fcalled ashley, i was soooooo
upset bc of life and stuff i i scared myself bc i kept
gettin images of really gory stuff that if i started to
describe now, all you ppl reading m diary would decided i
was totally insane but im gonna describe other stuff, like
voices, do you get voices?? they scare me, wen i get really
depressed like, last yr, i get voices in my head and i
can't describe them at all, just imagine being exteremly
confused and upset and kindof suicidal, then imagine,
hearing things in your hed....god i don't know....wow,
they're freaky, but i got 2 stop tlkin about them or all
the depression will cum back and so will the images and
voices...wow, i wish i hadn't red krisie's diry now, bc now
my hed is filled wit the stuff an its too l8 im gonna hav
them on my mind, god im confused, depression...wow, i ts
almost like i cvan feel...i dunno...
Have you ever heard them voices?
have you ever seen the images?
Have you ever felt the way i have?
Am i ging crazy?
was i going crazy?
Someone write back and tell me plz?




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