anon.

Entries.
2003-03-02 07:23:14 (UTC)

up or down, you choose.

SO fucked. Thats what I am. All day today I was up, very
high. Everything was peachy, went out to dinner, loved
every minute of it. Went back to Mikes house, which is
when it all started. I started feeling bad for Mike, cause
his girlfriend??? was all over everyone. And apparantly in
feeling bad for him, I started feeling bad for myself.
Then it all went downhill. Its like my day was climbing up
the mountain, but you can only climb so high, before you
must come down again. Only I tripped on a rock, and
tumbled down. It was soooo fucked, cause I was REALLY bad,
but then Candi came over, and I got better. But now that
she is gone, I am bad again. God Damn I wish it wasn't
such a fucking roller caoster. Like all roller caosters
eventually do, I am just waiting for the day I fly off the
tracks. Until then, I keep going up and down.




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