Aa-chan

Diary of a Deranged Fangirl
2003-03-01 15:21:24 (UTC)

The Calm Before The Swarm

Oh God, tonight is party night and I have to confess that
I'm not really looking forward to this party as much as I
was the first one. And you would think I would have
nothing to complain about since Kristin and Nathan weren't
coming, but noppers... So lets discuss my problems shall
we...

Okay, Max-Chan and I have to go shopping. And I can't
stand going shopping with Max-Chan. He asks my opinion
then either ignores my suggestions or says, "Well it's up
to you." Uh.... I'm not the only one living here you
know!!! If you ask my opinion or I ask your opinion, you
should give it to me openly. Damn!!!

Second thing. We should have gone shopping awhile ago,
not the day of the party. We have to get all this shit
and get back to the house before 5 and 5:30 when Lori
which is the time Lori will stop by to drop off the cake.
And I have to clean the bathroom, strighten up the
kitchen, and manage inbetween all that to take my bath and
shave. When I'm I going to find time to do all this?!?!?
It's going to take at least 4 hours to go shopping, and
we're leaving at like 11-ish this morning and even if it
does take about let's say 4 hours, we'll be done at about
3-ish in the afternoon. Depending on how far the Wal-Mart
is we should get back at about 3:30-4-ish, which give me a
little under an hour to clean up, and bathe cause people
and I mean a couple of people will be coming to help at
around 6:00.

*What the hell?!?!*

I swear to god preparing for parties are nerve racking as
hell. But this is his vision. To make this place into
BDSM central.

Sometimes I think it's not going to work out between us
cause this part of my life is just that, one part. I
don't eat, drink, sleep, and breathe thoughts of BDSM. My
life is more like, eat, sleep, drink, and breathe anime,
video games, and cosplay, but you know, even then that's
not true either. Those things too are just one part of my
life. There are other things that make up facets of my
life, but not just the things that get me all hot and
heavy.

But eh... Maybe it's the sleep deprevation talking right
now. I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea about Max-
Chan and I. Sometimes it is a lot fun here not just all
boredom and neglect. He does make me laugh a lot and he's
great fun to hangout with, its just all that other shit
that really drives me crazy.

Woo-hoo: Tomorrow I'm not moving outta bed unless it's to
pee.

Barf: This party is going to be the death of me.

Current Song: Carole King's Sufferin' From the Really
Rosey soundtrack




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