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2003-03-01 03:50:09 (UTC)

Lesser Evil

After my previous blog, I just realized how many wrong
spellings I've had. Damn I couldn't even understand myself.
For instance I seem to always type "alone" instead
of "along." Hahahaha. Maybe because my fingers were so used
to typing the word "alone" so often. Oh well, apologies to
myself for that.

Anyway, the last few days were still a sexually bumpy ride.
Remember that girl I was talking about previously? Well,
she kept calling, asking to go out. We've gone out almost 5
times already. I dunno if I should feel flattered that she
enjoyed my company (and performance. hahahaha) or whether I
should be scared that she kept coming back for more. Anyway
I guess I have nothing to worry about. It's just pure
enjoyment. Besides, she said she will be leaving for Italy
in a few weeks. Maybe she's just maximizing her time here.
Oh well, whatever. Let me just end by saying that my
sexapades with her were wild and something to look back
when I get old. Sorta like spur of the moment kinda stuff.
Now let's leave it at that.

Met some friends in Greenbelt today. Talked about old
times. Went home around midnight. Slept late and got up
early. Oh boy, what a drag. I dreamt of my college
roomates. Hahahaha. Fucking morons are still haunting me in
my sleep. But it was cool. At least I got to meet them
again even in my dreams. Besides, I missed my old room back
then. I just realized that I still remember every single
bit of detail about that place... even the stratches and
doodles on the bed.

Well I did a little "back check" on myself just to find out
what have I become since the last time I checked. It turned
out I've done okay. Not really that good but okay. I also
realized that after morphing and changing continuously, I
have become something entirely different: everyone else.
I've become normal. Hehehehe. At least, instead of being a
lonely asshole, I've become an common asshole - a lesser
evil at least. And I don't care. Hehehehe.

Damn it feels good to be a gangsta!




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