Clare

Diary of Me
2003-03-01 01:57:40 (UTC)

For Saria and Whyt

Well, since that last dance we went to together back in
2002, I've come quite a long way. I was really confused at
the same time, actually I still am. I'm not truly sure
what changed it all...I guess it was just having faith in
God, even though I didn't really feel him. Alot of things
have lead me astray, some of them caused me to feel as if
I was hanging between the line of life and death. To those
of you who have know idea what I am talking about, no need
to read further. Saria and Whyt, the only thing I can say
for you...please don't get in over your heads. I respect
the fact that you are both testing the boundaries of your
physical world, and attempting to expand to the spiritual
world. I understand now that I have no control over your
lives, I am very sorry Saria, for trying to lead you. I
had know idea what I was doing. But I will always be there
if you want to ask questions about life; actually I wish
you would. I'd like to understand you're feelings and
emotions more. You're a mystery to me really and truly.
Whyt, please don't go to far. I think I know what you're
going through right now. I went through it last year, and
I thought I would never see the sun shining again. I could
almost hear voices in my head, telling me what to do.
Good, and bad. Ones that confused me and told me to hurt
myself, ones that tried to help. It was terribly confusing.
I hope this all made sense to you both. Please don't get
in over your heads. I don't want anything bad to come to
you.
And about Ash, Whyt, please don't try to dictate how I
deal with things.
God Bless you both.
He will always listen to your problems, even if noone else
does.
Love,
Skye




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