Pacifico: Rock's Modest Models
2003-02-27 05:06:59 (UTC)

living with hard decisions

Things are weird without Joel. I miss that guy. I love him
and he for some reason hates me. I fgured we all could
understand the line between friendship and work. But I
guess he didn't. And eventhough I think that this is one of
the hardest things I have had to do. And one of the most
difficult times of our band. i know it was best for us both
and it will be best for us both in the end too. Now if I
can only find a car that works, pay my bills, get a date,
and get signed everything will be ok. I love and miss ya