Gem

Just Gem
2003-02-26 12:41:37 (UTC)

Felt a bit down last nite tho I..

Felt a bit down last nite tho I didn't really know why, I
was mising everyone at home a bit and for some reason I
couldn't stop thinking about my dad selling the house and
how much I miss my dog and how much I miss the cats
aswell, I know it mite sound really stupid but I feel like
I let the cats down , like coz I cudn't keep em you know
and I still feel bad about having to give them away,and my
dog loves my dads girlfriends daughter, secretly I was
hoping he wouldn't like her and it sounds stupid but it
hurts!

We're ment to b getting a house 4 nxt yr and we've found
one, me and emma like it but barry ent seen it, me and em
wanna take it but barrys got his heart set on a flat thats
owned by a friend of a friend, mainly I thnk coz its brand
new, but I dnt like new houses I like ones with a bit of
character, basically we need to let the woman know bout
this house v sune, me and em cant afford 2 live there by
ourselves and I wudn't drop Barry in it like that, but at
the end of the day all I want is somewhere I can call my
home, that is something which is very important to me. As
long as I have somewhere that I can say is mine, not my
nans, moms or dads or the flat, somewhere thats MY home!
Am I being too sentimental??? I'm feeling like I'm on an
emotional rollercoaster at the moment, I really dnt know
why, I'm tryin 2 b there 4 ppl, I'm trying to help them,
but sometimes I need a bit of looking after too.

Neway I better go and do my assignments,I feel better not
I've got that off my chest!!!.

Take Care

Gem




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