fionasunshine

Happy days, and then those other ones
2001-10-09 02:42:41 (UTC)

religion

I guess I'm finally not religiously confused anymore. I
never really was, i just needed to put it all together...
and for that i thank Mary. Thank you Debra, we da man.
She said something like, "I don't think you could fit into
any religion, 'i think' is like a big thing coming from
you." And that really got to me. I even remember exactly
where we were when you said that (on that corner with the
gas station) it really stuck. I question to much to have 1
religion, but i think i really know myself better now. I
feel like i don't just belong to 1 religion, but to EVERY
religion that EVER existed EVER and that is such a GREAT
feeling, you have no idea. I mean, I'll practice
Christianity, since that's where i come from in my up-
bringing, but now i won't feel guilty and hypocritical
sitting in church eating the bread drinking the wine...
because i beleive! Wow. Full. I'm really whelmed... not
overwhelmed - just enough to be complete. For now. Yay!

~Carly

(i really miss and love dustin)




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