girl8

GOD IM SO FAT I JUST HATE MYSELF!!!

i just feel so fat all of hte time.. all of my friends are
all really skinny and really pretty and i guess i sorta like
my face but i just feel soo soo fat! i hate it,whenever a
guy doesnt like me i automatically think that its cuz they
think im fat or something... do guys really think that? i
wish that i could just stop eating and lose some weight or
something. one of my friends made herself throw up for a
while and it helped she lost like ten pounds and i mean i
would do that but im to scared cuz ive heard that it messes
you up a lot.. but i really wanna lose weight and be skinny
and i try so hard to watch wht i eat but i always end up
messing it up. how do i lose weight what can i do please
help!