Andrea

Forgotten Misery
2001-10-08 20:33:30 (UTC)

it another damn monday

I wonder if ryan will ever come to his senses and figure
out its coo to hang out with me I still think hes afraid
because of our past and the mistakes I have made but the
past is the past y cant people leave it that way???? Yeah
I mean I wish we had never broken up because thats the most
my heart has ever hurt when he broke up with me that sad day
last november 15 soon we will have been not together a year
but yet it still seems like yesterday....Sniffles i just
want things in my life to be ok again and it was when i had
him but thats the past and friends is something i have to
make him see and keep it on that level hiding how i feel.
I found out today that my x jacoub kruer has a g/f that he
works with i feel sorry for that girl man is she ever in
for it he is so not even commited and her heart will break
as did mine cause hes an ass to women i mean its hard for
me to even try to be coo around him cause he used to be
like a brother to me but now i just feel this anger towards
him wanting him to feel pain. Im not sure what to do about
geoff because I think im starting to really like him but it
could never be cause of nichole and angy and it starts crap
thats annoying i mean i know how they feel so what can i do
well hopefully me and goeff are gona go hang out soon so
later

always

Andrea