charlie

isnt it strange how a gift could be an enemy?

well its strange how things arent as good as they once
were. you try to make them seem the smae, to make things
seem right again but all the time thre is htis nagging
feeling that things can never be the same again. either
down to pressures or due to the fact that other things have
changed as well, its strange and it is hurting a lot.

im trying to rregain the same feeling that i once had and
am failing..badly at the moment, i miss that feeling so
much and so want it back but i dont know it is possible to
have it again.