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2001-10-08 04:25:42 (UTC)

HAPPY LIFE=BORING JOURNAL

DOES HAVING A HAPPY LIFE TRANSLATE TO A BORING JOURNAL?
U TELL ME.
MY LIFE IS DOING JUST FINE RIGHT NOW.
I HAVE A JOB THAT PAYS FOR MY NEEDS AND WANTS.
I STILL LIVE IN MY PARENT’S HOUSE W/C DOES NOT OFFER ME
MUCH FREEDOM
BUT MAKES UP FOR HAVING TO PAY RENT OR FOR MY OWN FOOD.
I AM DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH AND LOVED BY THIS TOTALLY AMAZING
PERSON.
LIFE IS GOOD.
IT’S NOT PERFECT, BUT ITS GOOD.
CERTAIN ASPECTS OF MY LIFE LEAVE MUCH ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT.
I NEED TO FIX MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS.
COZ I HAVEN’T BEEN A VERY GOOD DAUGHTER LATELY.
I DO NOT WANT TO BE STUCK WITH THE JOB I HAVE RIGHT NOW.
BUT FOR THE MOMENT, ITS SERVING ITS PURPOSE.
I’M WISHING HARD THAT ROLAND WOULD FINALLY SET HIS
PRIORITIES STRAIGHT.
HE NEEDS TO FINISH HIS STUDIES AND LOOK FOR A PART-TIME JOB
SOON.
I CAN’T WAIT FOREVER BEFORE HE STRAIGHTENS UP HIS LIFE.
I’M ITCHING TO GET HITCHED AS SOON AS POSSIBLE LEST I LOOSE
HIM TO SOME UNFORTUNATE EVENT, LIKE DEATH.
I AM SCARED SHIT OF LOOSING HIM.
GETTING BACK TO THE MAIN TOPIC OF THIS ENTRY…
HOW CAN I MAKE THIS JOURNAL INTERESTING WHEN I HAVE NO
ANGST TO RANT ABOUT?
THAT PROLLY IS THE REASON WHY I DON’T UPDATE THIS JOURNAL
AS MUCH AS I WANT TO,
I’VE NO IDEA WHAT TO TALK ABOUT.
WOULD I THEN RATHER HAVE AN INTERESTING JOURNAL INSTEAD OF
A CAREFREE LIFE?
DO I EVEN NEED TO ANSWER THAT QUESTION?




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