Blue Castle reverie

Stupid Idea

I am in such deep shit. My Mom found out about my ear, and
she's really pissed. (I have a nervous habit of playing
with my earrings when I'm upset, and she was yelling at me
about something else, and I started twirling it...I
could just hit myself!) But that's not the really bad
part. My ear was really red and swollen, so I took the
earring out to make sure everything was ok, and it really
wasn't. I have no idea how, because I've kept it really
clean and all, but I think it's infected, and when I took
the earring off, in the front, it was greenish. Which I am
pretty sure is not a good thing. I'm really freaked out. So, I'm
pretty much thinking that it was a really stupid thing. I have no
idea why I did it, but it seemed like a good idea at the time.
Actually, it seemed like a good idea until about an hour
ago.