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2001-10-07 08:10:02 (UTC)

Day fuckin' 50

I am washed up. I was washed up before the 12th grade, I
think. I have just been wantin' to get so far from where
ever I am that I can never get to where I'm goin'. I will
probably never get there. It doesn't exist. You know you
can never get to tomorrow.
I am simply waiting to have my psychotic break so that I
can go live in an institution. Lord, I simply wish I would
lose these mood swings. I wish I could fill up this gap
inside. I really want to go out dancing. I need to burn off
this bad energy so bad. I am going to fuckin' kill someone.
shit.
What a waste of human form. I can't wait until i fulfill my
purpose so I can just die. Shit.

I am trying so hard not to be sparked because I know I am
hoping when I am next time that "it" will have climbed so
many fences that it may actually be "something" instead of
me making it into something. That would be nice. A person
extending true effort to say, "hi" to me instead of me
creating and fulfilling space.

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that is how I feel.
And I am simply glad I can no longer drink because that
would have killed me.
yea, what fun is a party when you are too out of it, don't
drink, don't do drugs, and don't really care to know
anyone. The men are all idiots, and the women are all
benign.
seriously.

late,
the grl net dr.


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