sweetaddiction

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2001-10-06 01:32:07 (UTC)

my world is blurry i get lost..

my world is blurry
i get lost in my furry.
angry at the world.
angry at myself.
and i kill myself every time that i breathe.
what nurtures me.
destroys me.
i am what i seem.
youre a false front.
and ive been painting this picture
for myself
for you.
way too long.
so what would you say.
if i let the chips lay.
and let you fall
let you down
im loosing my grip
and i know that youll slip
but there is nothing here anymore.
what are you waiting for.
numb to your touch.
i drink too much.
and my mind in blurry again.
and im pissed once more.
so ill go from here
and youll start from there.
im not your whore.
no..not anymore.




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