The Daily Babble
2001-10-05 04:10:30 (UTC)

Things look brighter...

So the last few days have been a sense. =-) I
don't know if I mentioned that I write Jill a letter last
week, but I did...and I actually mailed it out...I told her
that if I didn't hear from her after this, that I was going
to assume that she didn't want to be friends anymore...And
it looks like she doesn't cuz its a week later and I
havne't heard anything....

But on a different note, classes are going ok... They're
taking up a lot of my time, but I guess classes do that. =-
) I"m trying to focus on them all cuz I just wanna get out
of school so bad. I can't stand to be on campus anymore.
I love Jeff's fraternity brothers, but I don't see them
that often and I don't know if I should venture to the
house on my own. They're total sweethearts when I meet up
with them and all, but I dunno..maybe its just me.

Work is going ok too. I'm totally backed up on my phone
calls though cuz from the time that i couldn't talk, my
pile just when sky high, so I don't really look forward to

Another interesting revelation is that I now have a NEW
stalker! Woohoo. You know, I don't even think I'm pretty
and I don't give anyone the time of day on campus [unless I
know them], so unless I have a sign on my forehead that
says "Please stalk me" ...I don't know what's going on

So here's the deal...the other day, I get this email from a
guy...and I'm gonna copy it here cuz I can't do justice to

Date: Thu, 27 Sep 2001 12:42:37 -0700 (PDT)
From: ever urs
Subject: waiting for u`r reply

Hi neha,
I haven`t seen such a cute girl like u in my life. You
have a great charm ! Right from the moment i saw u, I
became u`r fan.
Reply me ! please care this poor guy!

"You r my angel........."


So I asked Jeff what to do, and he said to give the guy the
benefit of the doubt,...maybe he got the wrong Neha. So I
wrote him back very politely, saying that I think he got
the wrong person cuz I had a boyfriend....Then I get this

Date: Fri, 28 Sep 2001 06:02:26 -0700 (PDT)
From: ever urs
Subject: Re: waiting for u`r reply

hi neha,
Thanx for u`r reply. I am very happy!
I got the right neha, but i am too late i suppose!
anyway, neha atleast give this poor guy a chance to be
in touch by mail.

So to that, I replied, something along the lines of not
being comfortable emailing him because he knew who I was
and I didn't know who he was and I didn't want any new
friends. And I hoped that would be the end of that...THEN
last nite...I get TWO MORE EMAILS!!!

Date: Wed, 03 Oct 2001 13:40:33 -0700 (PDT)
From: ever urs
Subject: Re: waiting for u`r reply

Hi Neha,
As i said, i didn`t want to disturb u but i am feelin`
disturbed without being in contact with u. So, i
thought i could ask for some mercy from u. Please
kindly be in touch with me by mail. I cannot even
think of scaring or harming u. Please consider this
request my dear!



Date: Wed, 03 Oct 2001 13:49:25 -0700 (PDT)
From: ever urs
Subject: Re: waiting for u`r reply

Hi neha,
I didnot want to mail u as u wished so. But, I
couldnot be normal with out being in touch with u. I
thought u could show some mercy by being my mail
friend atleast. I swear, i would not do something that
makes u scary or feel insecure. Please think again for
me. No one else other than us know about my mails.



So as you can imagine, I'm a lil freaked by this weirdo.
So I didn't write back to this, but I'm thinking that if I
do hear from him again, I'm going to go to public safety so
I can at least report it. I mean its totally freaky
knowing that this guy knows who I am and I have no idea who
he is, you know? Plus, I have no idea where he got my
email address from!!! So this is not cool. If anyone has
any suggestions, let me know!!!!!!!!!!!!

On a different note, I had a great nite yesterday. After
work, I drove over to NJIT and met up with Carlton's
girlfriend Jaime and we waited for Carlton to pick us up.
So we chatted until Carlton came and then we drove over to
Jeff's work. We walked down the street and then sat around
waiting for Jeff and then drove to the Ruby Tuesdays at
Short Hill's Mall. Unfortunately we lost Carlton on the
way [cuz he was following]....We parked and waited by the
resturant and Varun and Marcus actually beat us there so we
said hi to them. That was really cool cuz we hadn't seen
them in so long.

Finally Carlton and Jaime showed up and we went in to
eat...We spent a good two hours there eating, chatting, and
just cracking jokes. I totally missed Varun and Marcus
being the two wise asses. =-) It was fun and I'm really
glad Jeff and I went out...we always do things as a couple
and not with our other friends and last night made us
realize that we need to hang out with our friends more. So
I hope we can continue that.

After dinner, we just walked around the mall and Jeff made
fun of Varun for saying "knicknacks"...hehe. Then people
started leaving and me and Jeff headed back to NJIT. He
helped me with my Prob/Stats homework before we said g'nite
and headed off. I'm gonna try to go down to this house
this weekend so he can help me cuz I've got the first exam
on Wednesday...either that or he's gonna come up on
Tuesday...I totally need help in this class, its a killer.
And luckily, Jeff's a math wiz =-)

Other than that, things are ok...Like I said, still no word
from Jill, but I'm trying not to worry or think about
it...If she doesn't want to be friends, then sure it'll
hurt, but I'll deal with it. Its better than just
wondering why she keeps blowing me off and wondering if
she's ok.

Anyway, I think its past my bedtime so g'nite all!