eidolon

shifting mists
2001-10-04 06:30:43 (UTC)

26 and 28 ...

... i'm not sure why they feel so fitting ... so perfect in
being the right time for blending two lives together into
one .... the perfect time for becoming the part of
another ... for building a future with another ... but ....
26 and 28 .... soft smile ... it just seems to fit ...
perfectly ... just as we do ....

... always in the past as i have moved along in a
relationship i have had niggling doubts rising up to bother
me just slightly in the back of my mind ... worries about
the possibility that i was choosing the wrong path ...
heading in the wrong direction ..

... with you those doubts do not exist ... there is a
sureness in my steps along the path i now travel that i
have never experienced before ... it is definately not the
simplest or easiest path that i could have chosen .... i
must confront many inner fears and insecurities around
every bend and turn .... and yet my inner confidence in the
direction i head never wanes .... my footsteps do not
falter ...

... i love you J. ... so very much ...