3/1/01 4:26pm Delay can make..
Delay can make you a little grouchy, but were you really
that ready? By accepting that you're part of the mess, you
have an insider's advantage in cleaning it up. Create your
own order in the space that you have.
You're cautious and observant, always waiting for the other
person to speak first. For now, at least, you enjoy taking
a secondary role. You'll probably be thinking in terms of
leadership once again.
SOME TIME I CAN SAY SOMETHING AND IT IMPACTS SOMEONE..THE
OTHER TIME I CANT THINK ON WRITING ANYTHING DOWN IN HERE.
YESTURDAY I COULDNT THINK OF ONE WORD TO SAY AND TODAY AS
SOON AS I GOT UP...I HAD THOUGHTS GOING THREW MY HEAD .IT
CAME DOWN TO ME WRITING THEM DOWN ON PAPER . AFTER I CAME
HOME TODAY AND READ ALL MY THOUGHT I WAS THINK WHERE ARE
YOU GOING WITH ALL THIS..... THEY I SAT BACK IN THE CHAIR
AND SAID I NEED TO GIVE MY BRAIN A BREAK FOR
THINKING ...AND JUST WRITE WHAT EVER COMES TO MIND. IF
SOMEONE READS WHAT I WRITE AND DONT GET ITS OK! CAUSE IF I
GET WHAT IAM TRYING TO SAY AND GET OUT THAN THAT IS BETTER
FOR ME..... TO RELEASE IT ALL DONT HIDE WHAT IAM FEELING..
SO STARTING TONIGHT IAM WRITE EVERYTHING THAT COMES TO MIND.