keoko

Yucky

inside is yucky and
no way to get out how
I feel without hurting
all those around me
that might see past
my fake smile and
my happiness front
but I don't enjoy
hurting others or
making them feel
sorry for me because
I feel I should just
suffer alone since
no one should have to
go through this at all
but since I have to,
I choose to go through
it alone because while
someone can help me
through it, what if
they can't and then
we're both worse off
then before and that
is a bad thing.