2001-10-03 01:10:02 (UTC)


I don't know if I can do this. College is a lot to take on
all at once. I am trying to do all my work, practice my
music, and make friends. My work is always done, but it
seems too easy and that scares me. I definately don't
practice enough. And friends...that is dificult.I am in the
Hartt School at the University of Hartford, which is a
prestigous music school. I should be making lots of friends
among these talented musicians, but I'm not a talented
musician. My only true friends are my suitemates and some
other kids in my building. I've never had a hard time
making friends, why is it happening now. Life is so
confusing. I don't think I am going to last the whole
semester. My time management is horrible right now. I feel
so unprepared for everything. I need someone to remind me
that I must do all the work assigned and before the
deadline. Goodnight. I hope I wake to an easier day.