davidraney

dayday
2001-10-02 17:14:22 (UTC)

Goals!

Well I had my weight checked today and I was 186pds. I
only got 9 more pds to gain in 25 days and should be a
cinch! I am really proud of my self but most definately
need to work out my abs. I have been putting off seeing my
friend because I want him to see a big difference. He has
always been my bestfriend. He has always been the big
type. I was always the skinny type. We haven't saw
eachother in about 4mths so I think he will see a big
difference in my size. He heard I was gaining weight but
seeing is believing. It is not fat I am gaining either.
It is hard earned muscle. Mabey a little stomach But it
is hard not to. But like I said before I am about 5-10pds
under the average fat perecentage for the male. But as far
as weight I am 10-15pds over weight. What do they know.
Before I see my friend I wouldn't mind weighing in at 215.
He weighs about 295. Or that is what he use to weigh. I
have saw him weigh 300pds. But he has a real big stomach.
He is very strong though. I guess I want to test my
strength against his in arm-wrestling because he use to
always beat me. I want to make him eat his words. It is a
goal! The third goal is Pass all my classes! The forth
goal is to make Kim care about me as much as I care for
her. The other day for the first time in my life a girl
actually said she didn't care for me as much as I for her.
I don't know if I should say some of this because it is a
public diary. She reads it sometimes. She says to watch
what I say. WE were sitting at Goins Landing it is a place
where you can sit in a car and see the river off of a small
cliff like place. She wanted to go and talk about
somethings. I started to cry. For the first time I cried
in a girls arms other than my mothers. I witnessed my own
feelings. Not once but probably three times. I really
care about her. she doesn't understand how I can care so
much for her in so short of time. I can't either. Well I
have to go for now so see ya!




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