Skunk Boy

Skunkies Diary
2001-10-01 14:24:14 (UTC)


I know I shouldn't feel like this, but I do!! Whenever
anyone does anything better than me I get all tense and
angry! Yama does so many things, what i'm confused on
though is how he got a bare bow with a 100 something draw
weight. I bet he was taught how to use his, maybe he's been
using it for longer than I have mine. I just started using
mine at the start of summer break, and I wasn't taught to
use mine and i'm as good as some people who've been
shooting for 2 years. Anyways, its not yama's fault, its
mine. I'm so stuck on HAVING to be the best that I can't be
happy with good enough. Whenever some one is doing better I
start to doubt my ability to actualy get anywhere in life...

Well... one good thing came out of this, I realized how
much I need Andrea... her just being there would've calmed
me down...

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