2001-10-01 11:13:46 (UTC)

I don't know

K this is my first entry... and I'm going to try to be as
brutally honest in here as I can be. I just don't really
know what to say about anything right now. I want to go
back to bed and sleep for... forever, but I can't do that.
I have to write Braden a letter too and I don't know what
to say in it, my mom will be home at 3 and god I'm so
tired. I have to get all this shit done though. I'm not
eating today, I won't eat even if it kills me. I just got
done talking to Levon and he met a girl.. before we got off
he said "But no matter what happens you'll always be my
baby." I dunno what to think or feel about that. Anyway,
I'll probably be writing in here more in a few mins when I
get my head sorted out.