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CONT'D ON HUSBAND

WELL ITS FINAL HE SAIDS HE IS LOOKING FOR A PLACE TO MOVETO
WITH HIS FATHER I'M GLAD HE IS GOING TO MOVE WIH HIS DAD
THAT WAY HE WONT BE ALONE NOT THAT HE WOULD BE ANYWAY BUTI
JUST COULDNT TAKE THE WHOLE SITUATION WORRYING ABOUT WHERE
HEIS IMAGINING THINGS IJUST CANT TAKE IT BUT THE WEIRD
THING IS THAT I WANT TO CRY BUT I CANT I HAVE NO MORE TEARS
LEFT I'VE JUST HAD IT WITH EVERYTHING PEOPLE SAY I HAVE TO
BE PATIENT AND I HAVE BUT I'VE NOTICED IT HAS NOTHING TO
DO WITH BEING PATIENT ITS JUST OVER BETWEEN US AND I GOTTA
THANK HIM FOR MAKING THAT SOOOOO CLEAR MY MARRIAGE IS OVER
NOW I TRULY UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING HE TOLD ME THERE WAS
NEVER ANY LOVE OR WILL BE AND I'M NOT GONNA FORCE HIM HE
CAN DO AS HE PLEASES WITH HIS LIFE.I'M NOT SAYING THAT I
DONT LOVE HIM OF COURSE I DO TO DEATH ACTUALLY BUT THATS
ABOUT IT.I'M GONNA MAKE THE BEST OF THIS IF WE CANT BE
PARTNERS ATLEAST WE CAN BE VERY GOOD FRIENDS.TIS IS ALL ON
GODS HANDS FOR NOW AND EVER THATS PROBABLY WHY I DONT CRY
ANYMORE WELL MAYBE NOW AND THEN BUT NOT LIKE BEFORE THAT I
USE TO LEAVE MY EYES SWOLLEN FROM CRYING NOPE NOT ANYMORE
GOD KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING.