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GLASS OF TEARS
2001-09-30 12:57:18 (UTC)

HUSBAND

TODAY IS A CHILLI SUNDAY MORNING AND THINGS ARE OK.THINGS
WITH MY HUSBAND ARE FINALY COMING TO AN END I THINK THIS IS
FINALLY IT WE ARE GOING TO GO OUR SEPARATE WAYS HE WAS
RIGHT ALL ALONG ONCE ITS OVER ITS OVER BESIDES HE NEVER
LOVED ME SO NOW I UNDERSTAND THAT HE REALLY HAS NEVER LOVED
ME.PROBABLY FOR TWO WEEKS BUT THAT WAS ALL OUT OF ALL THE
YEARS WE SPENT TOGETHER ONLY TWO WEEKS WE WERE FINE LOVING
EACH OTHER LIKE NEVER BEFORE,IT WAS A DREAM,BUT LIKE ALL
DREAMS ONE MUST WAKE UP SOONER OR LATER.I NEED HIM TO LEAVE
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE SO I CAN CONTINUE WITH MY LIFE I WISH
IT WOULD ALL BE DIFFERENT BUT LIKE I SAID ITS JUST A WISH
WONT EVER HAPPEN AND I'M OK WITH IT I UNDEERSTAND I DONT
WANT TO KEEP HIM TIED DOWN ANYWAY .IF HIS FUTURE IS TO BE
WITH SOMEONE ELSE THAN LET IT BE I'M FINALLY OK WITH THIS
WHOLE SITUATION.I JUST NEED TO GO ON MY BUSINESS AND MY
KIDS GETTING BETTER AT THINGS.I REALLY HOPE THIS WORKS OUT
FOR THE BEST FOR EVERYONE I'M JUST REALLY WORRIED ABOUT MY
DAUGHTERS HOW THIS IS GOING TO KEEP AFFECTING
THEM.ESPECIALLY AMANDA AND KARINA WHICH FOR SOME WEIRD
REASON SEEM TO BE THE MOST ATTACHED TO HIM BUT I KNOW WITH
GODS HELP THEY WILL GO ON.I JUST HOPE GOD THAT ONCE HE
LEAVES MY LIFE THAT HE DOESNT LEAVE MY CHILDRENS LIFE ALL
FIVE OF THEM.