2003-02-26 00:38:32 (UTC)


I wish I could get over him
I wish he would love me
i don't think he does..
what the hell makes him better than other males?
what does he possess that makes him better than anyone else
in general? is he justified to be labeled the best? No. Im
just like the rest of the girls who babble on about their boy crushes
being the coolest, the hottest, or other meaningless shit. I
hate men. I wish I was dead. I wish I wasn't capable to
love. Most of all, I hate myself for leading jared on in
the first place...

i should be shot.