csadler

billy still looks like a rock star...

i saw the zwan video today and it kinda surprised me...i
had heard zwan for about a year or maybe even more (check
my diaries, i'm sure "broken heart" is in my lyrics
somewhere) but i had never seen a video before this
afternoon. billy looked...content? happy? he definitely
still looked like a rock star, but i believe he got sick
of the pumpkins, but playing suck rock is what he wants to
do, apparently. of course the band is almost a carbon
copy of the pumpkins...the drummer is the same, he has a
female base player and the other guitarist almost looks
exactly like james iha. i'd like to see him rocking out
still, but he looks happy...and that's something i could
learn from him

i believe
i believe
i believe
i believe
the love you talk about with me
is it true? do i care?

honestly
you can try
to wipe the memories aside
but its you that you erase

cause there's no place i could be without you
it's too far to discard the life i once knew
honestly
all the weather storms i bring
are just a picture of my needs

cause when i think of you as mine
and allow myself the time
to lean into the life we want
i feel love honestly
i feel love
cause honestly...

i believe
you mean the best that life can bring
i believe in it all
honestly
you can try
your heart is just as long as mine
is it ours to let go?

cause there's no place i could be without you
it's too dark to discard the life i once knew
honestly
a single wrong is not enough
to cover up the pain in us

cause when i think of you as mine
and allow myself the time
to lean into the life we want
i feel love honestly
i'll make a joke so you must laugh
i'll break your heart so you must ask
"is this the way to get us back?"
i don't know
honestly
i don't know
cause honestly...

there's no place that i could be without you
honestly
there's no place that i could be without you
there's no place that i could be without you
there's no place that i could be without you
there's no place that i could be without you
honestly