Smile....Jenn loves you!

I am Jennifer Price!
2003-02-25 13:51:34 (UTC)

My god....

Well, I talked to Robin last night. She says that it seems
like Kim likes Adam from what I told her. And I'm starting
to think that it's a possibility. Kim told me that Adam has
a new girlfriend and she is "the one" for him. Just like I
was "the one", huh? Go back through my diary and read the
entry that says "this is the one to save". It's Adam
telling me that he loves me and wants to be with me and all
this stuff. I'm still hurting inside and Kim isn't helping
me at all. So I'm not talking to her anymore. I haven't
cried over it yet...but thats coming. I don't feel like
going to school today, but since I'm up and dressed I guess
I will. I told Robin that Adam won't talk to me and she
said that that doesn't seem like something Adam would do to
me. Who knows right now. Maybe in the future he can learn
to be mature about it. I just wish that I had't believed
Kim and that I didn't say those things to Adam. But then
another part of me says good for you Jennifer. I'm confused
right now. I don't get how I'm feeling and I probably never
will. I just know that I love Adam and that I miss him. And
I'm so fucking stupid for listening to other people. Adam
wanted me to change, I shouldn't have to change for anyone.
I am who I am, and if they have a problem with it, sorry.
The words that keep popping up in my head though are "I
never accepted you, I just tolerated you." Those words cut
like knive through my heart. How could he be like that
after he said that he loved me all those times? I JUST
DON'T UNDERSTAND! I really want to though...really I do.
Welp, I'm done for now. Later....




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